Just Me!

5/12/12

The one that left!

 
You and me….
The way we started off..
As best friends!
It’s funny how thing led to this…
We are now just…
Strangers!
We used to hang all the time…
Go everywhere together…
Gossip…
Nickname everyone we know!
I miss those times…
Now these are just memories…
That can never be forgotten….
I am guessing…
It’s because of her!
She came in and took over…
Took my place!
Then…
Not knowing anything…. desperate…
You left!
I am still not sure you know…
If you don’t…
I really want to let you know…
But if you do..
Why didn’t you come back…
Why didn’t you leave her for me!
This suspense always kills me….
It killed me slowly…
It hurts!
I would go to bed thinking about you all night…
Thinking that you would be back…
But instead….
You never came!
Then….
It hit me!
You’re never coming back…
To the old us…
You go around telling people that I never exist…
I was just a hang on!
You thought I was desperate….
You think I am…

Well guess what?
Reality hit me…
I learned how to accept the fact…
I took it all in…
Then I moved on!
Now you’re back…
Thinking that I am still her for you…
I was!
But now…
I have left!
Don’t think it was easy…
You should know the pain I felt…
You just left…
Without a hint…
You left without a problem!
It was easy for you…
But it wasn’t as easy for me!
I suffered for days…
weeks…
months…..
I used to think I did something wrong…
That I made you leave…..
When actually….
It was all you!
You took that path…
I took another one!
We have gone totally separate ways…
I am never turning back those days…
I never for a minute….
Regret my decision….
or yours!
I always will remember you….
You were the one which left!

4/12/12

My Everything

 
This is us!
I love this babe....
Alot!
She is my eveything!
A best...
Best friend, sister and cousin I could ever have!
I will never forget her!
I love being around her...
All the time!
She is the only one which stayed~
 
 
 
We do crazy thing together...
Always!
We gossip all the time!
We have same taste in guys...
#Directioners#
We talk about her school...
Her problems...
My school...
My problems.....
We share everything with each other!
I don't keep secrets from her!
I act as the elder sister...
and she is the younger one!
I don't ever wanna lose her....
 
 
I know I can't her around forever...
But one things for sure...
She is the unforgettable one!
We are the random twins!
Sisters from another mother!!
Yeah!!!!!!
Love Ya Sis~
#Gedik#
 
                                                                                                 ~D@lini~