The one that left!

 

You and me….
The way we started off..
As best friends!

It’s funny how thing led to this…
We are now just…
Strangers!

We used to hang all the time…
Go everywhere together…
Gossip…
Nickname everyone we know!
I miss those times…

Now these are just memories…
That can never be forgotten….

I am guessing…
It’s because of her!
She came in and took over…
Took my place!
Then…
Not knowing anything…. desperate…
You left!

I am still not sure you know…
If you don’t…
I really want to let you know…
But if you do..
Why didn’t you come back…
Why didn’t you leave her for me!

This suspense always kills me….
It killed me slowly…
It hurts!
I would go to bed thinking about you all night…
Thinking that you would be back…
But instead….
You never came!

Then….
It hit me!
You’re never coming back…
To the old us…
You go around telling people that I never exist…
I was just a hang on!

You thought I was desperate….
You think I am…

Well guess what?
Reality hit me…
I learned how to accept the fact…
I took it all in…
Then I moved on!

Now you’re back…
Thinking that I am still her for you…
I was!
But now…
I have left!

Don’t think it was easy…
You should know the pain I felt…
You just left…
Without a hint…
You left without a problem!
It was easy for you…
But it wasn’t as easy for me!

I suffered for days…
weeks…
months…..
I used to think I did something wrong…
That I made you leave…..
When actually….
It was all you!

You took that path…
I took another one!
We have gone totally separate ways…
I am never turning back those days…

I never for a minute….
Regret my decision….
or yours!
I always will remember you….

You were the one which left!

My Everything

 

This is us!

I love this babe....

Alot!

She is my eveything!

A best...

Best friend, sister and cousin I could ever have!

I will never forget her!

I love being around her...

All the time!

She is the only one which stayed~

 

 

 

We do crazy thing together...

Always!

We gossip all the time!

We have same taste in guys...

#Directioners#

We talk about her school...

Her problems...

My school...

My problems.....

We share everything with each other!

I don't keep secrets from her!

I act as the elder sister...

and she is the younger one!

I don't ever wanna lose her....

 

 

I know I can't her around forever...

But one things for sure...

She is the unforgettable one!

We are the random twins!

Sisters from another mother!!

Yeah!!!!!!

Love Ya Sis~

#Gedik#

 

                                                                                                 ~D@lini~

 

 

 



Just In My Way!

 

 

I am a normal teen!

I live life like any other teen...

Nothing special!

I hope this will answer your questions...

 

 

 

 

I go out like any other teen...

Hang with my friends...

Go out with my parents!
I am guessing most teens do that!

If you don't...

Than you're the special one!

 

 

I be vain and take pictures of myself....

Like an idiot!

# I don't care...

I am totally crazy when I am left alone...

I just lose it!

I do what I want...

I don't give a damn what others say...

or think about me!

I am a person of it's own kind!

so...

Love Me As I Am!!

~Normal Teen~

 

 

I do random crazy stuff....

I am not good at nail art or singing or dancing!

But...

These are the things i crave to do the most!

Only because...

That's me!

Accept me for who I am... or just leave!

#Your choice#

~Normal Teen~

 

 

Another stupid thing I do....

I shop!

Only for certain things...

Like jewelery....

Actually only chains and earings!

#interested#

I have a certain interest in a few things...

Not all things!!

~Normal Teen~

 

 

Like any one else...

I collect stuff!

I have collection of long chains...

I love to wear them...
Cause they go with any clothing line...

Awesome put on!

Easy too!

#bragging#

~Normal Teen~

 

As you can see...

I am like any teen...

I have my life...

Somethings that can be shared and some not!

Secrets that I tell and don't!

That is a normal teen girl's life!

Acceot the fact!

Just because I prefer to keep to myself...

That does'nt mean I am different in any way...

I will always live a life like yours...

Just In My Way!

 

 

 

                                      ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 

 



Little Things - One Direction (The Vamps Cover)

OMG!
I love his voice....
I just had to post it....

Awesome!

Should them out....

Lovin it....

<3 <3 <3

~kbye~



2012!

 

 

This year....

The year I never want to forget!

The best of all years....

In secondary school!
I guess better years will come...

But I still never want to let this go!

 

Few things that I think I might miss...

 

 

First thing I will miss is...

CLASSMATES!

 

The funny and yet irratating moments we spent..

All type of people in the class...

Yet this year was the best batch of classmates!

The times we spent...

Talking behind teachers back...

Hopin teachers didn't come...

and the times we tried planning a class trip!

I will always miss these moments!

 

 

Then they come next...

TEACHERS!

 

The fun, strict and awesome ones...

Fun:The teacher which always play games!

Strict: Does work everytime sh enters and leaves work when gone!

Awesome: Enters the class once in a blue moon! We know we're free druing their lesson!

I won't forget the teachers we got!

The amount of punishments we got all because of thatone noisy group...

Or our class which was never clean...

Or the students which never plan to listen in class or do their homework!

I will miss these moments!

 

 

 

These things comes next....

PUNISHMENTS!

 

There are the playful ones and the painful yet embarassing ones!

Playful ones: Did these after every quiz in class.... The ones which made everyone laugh and enjoy the lesson! Always couldn't wait for the next lesson!

Than....

Painful yet embarassing ones: These hurt not physically but emotionally...But still cannot be stopped by laughter! I will always look back at these punishments and laugh!

No matter how painful....

I will miss these moments!

 

 

I will always miss these moments!

Just thinking about leaving thi year hurts!

Makes me wanna cry....

but everyone has to move on!

I will never forget this!

(which will be impossible)

 

Honestly, I have never missed a year which is passing by like this...

This will be my first...

but won't be my last!

 

Miss this....

 

                                     ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 

 

How It Flows!

 

End of this year is coming!

Kindda sucks actually....

Well there ain't much I can do!!

Well, I am here....

 

 

My year...

Isn't the worst but wasn't the best either!

Mostly, bad times! Maybe not at school... but overall!

There are times I just wanna sleep!

Forget all my problems.... Just for a moment!

Not think about anything....

Like die for a sec!!

Of course, there will come a time to face them all....

but not now!!

Now I just wanna let it all go...

 

 

 

Life!

It ain't prefect as it is in my fantasy world!

(which I definitely wish it was)

Sometimes I really wish it was....

Don't have to think so much and give myself headaches!!

I always wonder how prefect days seem like??!!

Wee, guess what?

Not everyone's life is as prefect as we imagine it to be...

and only they know how it really is!

 

 

Thinking!

Thinking about my problems my problems is more painful than facing them...

If I was braver and had a heart made of stone and also no feeling...

I would have faced them long time ago!

Totally be living a prefect life with no problems...

 

 

Hmmm....

Another thing I don't do is....

share my problems!

No one really know how I fell but me!

I hate talking about my problems to others...

Like they aren't going through enough!
(but I don't mind listening... though I don't give that good advice)

So... I keep them to myself!

Go through it alone...

No matter how painful it is!

Hoping things will get better... That's all I can do!

#Well, enjoy life while you can#

 

                                                                                                      ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 



My idol!

Heya so vas happenin?

These are my idols!

I have known them 4 2 years now!

I am really in love with them!

not only 4 their looks, voice and dance skills!
They are who they are n i love them!
there is no doubt that.....

someday if.....

they come 2 Malaysia!
i am totally goin 2 their conserts!
well, that is my real dream!
i am not a FAN....

I am a Directioner!
Do i love them?
Hell Ya!

Do i wanna meet them?

No Doubt about it!

What would if i do if i get 2 meet them?
i would them and not let go....

even if the bodyguards ask me 2 let go!
As i am a....
DIRECTIONER!

~KBYE~