The one that left!

 

You and me….
The way we started off..
As best friends!

It’s funny how thing led to this…
We are now just…
Strangers!

We used to hang all the time…
Go everywhere together…
Gossip…
Nickname everyone we know!
I miss those times…

Now these are just memories…
That can never be forgotten….

I am guessing…
It’s because of her!
She came in and took over…
Took my place!
Then…
Not knowing anything…. desperate…
You left!

I am still not sure you know…
If you don’t…
I really want to let you know…
But if you do..
Why didn’t you come back…
Why didn’t you leave her for me!

This suspense always kills me….
It killed me slowly…
It hurts!
I would go to bed thinking about you all night…
Thinking that you would be back…
But instead….
You never came!

Then….
It hit me!
You’re never coming back…
To the old us…
You go around telling people that I never exist…
I was just a hang on!

You thought I was desperate….
You think I am…

Well guess what?
Reality hit me…
I learned how to accept the fact…
I took it all in…
Then I moved on!

Now you’re back…
Thinking that I am still her for you…
I was!
But now…
I have left!

Don’t think it was easy…
You should know the pain I felt…
You just left…
Without a hint…
You left without a problem!
It was easy for you…
But it wasn’t as easy for me!

I suffered for days…
weeks…
months…..
I used to think I did something wrong…
That I made you leave…..
When actually….
It was all you!

You took that path…
I took another one!
We have gone totally separate ways…
I am never turning back those days…

I never for a minute….
Regret my decision….
or yours!
I always will remember you….

You were the one which left!

My Everything

 

This is us!

I love this babe....

Alot!

She is my eveything!

A best...

Best friend, sister and cousin I could ever have!

I will never forget her!

I love being around her...

All the time!

She is the only one which stayed~

 

 

 

We do crazy thing together...

Always!

We gossip all the time!

We have same taste in guys...

#Directioners#

We talk about her school...

Her problems...

My school...

My problems.....

We share everything with each other!

I don't keep secrets from her!

I act as the elder sister...

and she is the younger one!

I don't ever wanna lose her....

 

 

I know I can't her around forever...

But one things for sure...

She is the unforgettable one!

We are the random twins!

Sisters from another mother!!

Yeah!!!!!!

Love Ya Sis~

#Gedik#

 

                                                                                                 ~D@lini~

 

 

 



Just In My Way!

 

 

I am a normal teen!

I live life like any other teen...

Nothing special!

I hope this will answer your questions...

 

 

 

 

I go out like any other teen...

Hang with my friends...

Go out with my parents!
I am guessing most teens do that!

If you don't...

Than you're the special one!

 

 

I be vain and take pictures of myself....

Like an idiot!

# I don't care...

I am totally crazy when I am left alone...

I just lose it!

I do what I want...

I don't give a damn what others say...

or think about me!

I am a person of it's own kind!

so...

Love Me As I Am!!

~Normal Teen~

 

 

I do random crazy stuff....

I am not good at nail art or singing or dancing!

But...

These are the things i crave to do the most!

Only because...

That's me!

Accept me for who I am... or just leave!

#Your choice#

~Normal Teen~

 

 

Another stupid thing I do....

I shop!

Only for certain things...

Like jewelery....

Actually only chains and earings!

#interested#

I have a certain interest in a few things...

Not all things!!

~Normal Teen~

 

 

Like any one else...

I collect stuff!

I have collection of long chains...

I love to wear them...
Cause they go with any clothing line...

Awesome put on!

Easy too!

#bragging#

~Normal Teen~

 

As you can see...

I am like any teen...

I have my life...

Somethings that can be shared and some not!

Secrets that I tell and don't!

That is a normal teen girl's life!

Acceot the fact!

Just because I prefer to keep to myself...

That does'nt mean I am different in any way...

I will always live a life like yours...

Just In My Way!

 

 

 

                                      ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 

 



Little Things - One Direction (The Vamps Cover)

OMG!
I love his voice....
I just had to post it....

Awesome!

Should them out....

Lovin it....

<3 <3 <3

~kbye~



2012!

 

 

This year....

The year I never want to forget!

The best of all years....

In secondary school!
I guess better years will come...

But I still never want to let this go!

 

Few things that I think I might miss...

 

 

First thing I will miss is...

CLASSMATES!

 

The funny and yet irratating moments we spent..

All type of people in the class...

Yet this year was the best batch of classmates!

The times we spent...

Talking behind teachers back...

Hopin teachers didn't come...

and the times we tried planning a class trip!

I will always miss these moments!

 

 

Then they come next...

TEACHERS!

 

The fun, strict and awesome ones...

Fun:The teacher which always play games!

Strict: Does work everytime sh enters and leaves work when gone!

Awesome: Enters the class once in a blue moon! We know we're free druing their lesson!

I won't forget the teachers we got!

The amount of punishments we got all because of thatone noisy group...

Or our class which was never clean...

Or the students which never plan to listen in class or do their homework!

I will miss these moments!

 

 

 

These things comes next....

PUNISHMENTS!

 

There are the playful ones and the painful yet embarassing ones!

Playful ones: Did these after every quiz in class.... The ones which made everyone laugh and enjoy the lesson! Always couldn't wait for the next lesson!

Than....

Painful yet embarassing ones: These hurt not physically but emotionally...But still cannot be stopped by laughter! I will always look back at these punishments and laugh!

No matter how painful....

I will miss these moments!

 

 

I will always miss these moments!

Just thinking about leaving thi year hurts!

Makes me wanna cry....

but everyone has to move on!

I will never forget this!

(which will be impossible)

 

Honestly, I have never missed a year which is passing by like this...

This will be my first...

but won't be my last!

 

Miss this....

 

                                     ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 

 

How It Flows!

 

End of this year is coming!

Kindda sucks actually....

Well there ain't much I can do!!

Well, I am here....

 

 

My year...

Isn't the worst but wasn't the best either!

Mostly, bad times! Maybe not at school... but overall!

There are times I just wanna sleep!

Forget all my problems.... Just for a moment!

Not think about anything....

Like die for a sec!!

Of course, there will come a time to face them all....

but not now!!

Now I just wanna let it all go...

 

 

 

Life!

It ain't prefect as it is in my fantasy world!

(which I definitely wish it was)

Sometimes I really wish it was....

Don't have to think so much and give myself headaches!!

I always wonder how prefect days seem like??!!

Wee, guess what?

Not everyone's life is as prefect as we imagine it to be...

and only they know how it really is!

 

 

Thinking!

Thinking about my problems my problems is more painful than facing them...

If I was braver and had a heart made of stone and also no feeling...

I would have faced them long time ago!

Totally be living a prefect life with no problems...

 

 

Hmmm....

Another thing I don't do is....

share my problems!

No one really know how I fell but me!

I hate talking about my problems to others...

Like they aren't going through enough!
(but I don't mind listening... though I don't give that good advice)

So... I keep them to myself!

Go through it alone...

No matter how painful it is!

Hoping things will get better... That's all I can do!

#Well, enjoy life while you can#

 

                                                                                                      ~D@lini~

 

 

 

 



My idol!

Heya so vas happenin?

These are my idols!

I have known them 4 2 years now!

I am really in love with them!

not only 4 their looks, voice and dance skills!
They are who they are n i love them!
there is no doubt that.....

someday if.....

they come 2 Malaysia!
i am totally goin 2 their conserts!
well, that is my real dream!
i am not a FAN....

I am a Directioner!
Do i love them?
Hell Ya!

Do i wanna meet them?

No Doubt about it!

What would if i do if i get 2 meet them?
i would them and not let go....

even if the bodyguards ask me 2 let go!
As i am a....
DIRECTIONER!

~KBYE~

 

My Sista!!

 

 

Heya wats up?

This is my sister!

Do we look alike??

i am 14 she is 12!

I love her, she loves me!

We fight everday without fail.....

Get 2gether and irratate every1 in the house without fail!

we get into trouble all the time...

ten blame each other 4 it!

get scolding all d time....

Well, I'm the vain one...

and she is the not so vain one!

We play stupid games together all the time.....

Mess up the house....

then fight 2 pick up our stuff!

and lastly....

we can get along very well!

~sweet~

We Are Sweet Sister's Right!

hehehe...... :)

Love Ya Sista!

<3 <3 <3

~kbye~

 

I LoVe u Daddy!

 

Can u guess which one is me?

haha.... XD

I'm the one on the far let!

the short and chubby one!

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This is how I look now....

See the difference!

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Well what I am really trying 2 say is....

People do change!

but memories dont!

pictures 2......

We change but we dont really see it!

but the people that have been with us.....

all our life!

will see it!

As my dad said once: Dont change 2 much!

cuz he will miss the old me!

I said my face apperance might change!

but my love for him will never change!

I LoVe U Daddy!

Vain!

This is us fishes!

We are 2 out of 29 most vain people....

In our Family!

#very proud#

We love 2 take pictures of our selves!

This was taken...

In Johor Bharu!

In a saloon!

We were waiting 4 the rest 2 get their hair done...

we already got our done!

We we're just 2 bored...

Needed some entertainment!

so...

we took pictures of ourselves!

Edited it and posted it!

This is US!
and very PROUD!

P.S lovin my family!

~kbye~

Secrets!

 

This is me!
I have and keep secrets I will never tell!

Not only mine....

But others too!
Hehe... XD

But seriously.....
When I promise 2 keep a secret....

My BFF doesn't count!

U can tell me anything...

But u must know that i will tell it 2 her!

It's just not that simple 2 keep secrets form her!
It's a friendship thing.....

If u have a BFF...

U'll get it!
If u dont then try 2 get it!

hehehe.... XD
Just to get that cleared out!

~kbye~

That's she!

 

That's she!

I love her!

She is one of my favourite cousins...

favourite BFF...
She everything 2 me!
However, she can still get on my nerves 2!
Haha... XD
We do, did n doing many stupid and random things 2gether!
did things that got ur into trouble a million times!
#good times#

I will be there 4 her, as she will be there 4 me!
hehe.... :P
through good n bad times!
We both are also One direction crazy!
We both fight 4 the same guys....
onlu cuz we have same taste!
Hope the best 4 us!
~kbye~

Now me!

This is me!

 

I think I have changed a lot!

 

I am now in a lovely class....

 

Different classmates ....

 

Different bff's.....

 

N different enemies!

 

I love my current life!

 

Although full of down side to things!

 

I always tink of the upside of things instead!!

 

I love my current bff's!

 

We do stupid n random stuff together!

 

Which is so much fun!

 

I am closer with the guys 2!

 

But I do keep my distance with some of them!

 

Other than tat I don't get much hate!

 

If I do... It is only out of jealousy!

 

# not tryin 2 be gedik#

 

Hahaha..... XD

 

Honestly that's just who I am!

 

Love me or leave....

 

No hate will be accepted in my life!

 

I ingnore all hate!!

 

~kbye~

My Awesome Classmates!

 

Hey!
This is my awesome classmates!

Well not all of them.....

Some of them.....

Atleast almost all!
We have our awesome times and we also have our terrible times!

Mostly both......

This was during our school Merdeka Raya!

It was an awesome day.

Well. at the end i and my friends ended up throwing ice at each other!

But it was awesome.

Hope 2 do the same next year!

P.S. I Luv All Of Them!



My class!

 

 

Heya!

It has been ages since i post anything!

Well, after reading my BFF blog....

i decided 2 update mine!

well. i am 14 this year!
SMKKGV

Well recently I became a prefect!
*Oh What Fun*
Although there the tough times....

i still enjoy being a prefect!
4 its reasons!
These are some of the ex-prefects!
we have our good times and our ad times!

we all still enjoy our job!

haha...... :D

okayyy thats all!
~kbye~



Prom Night

This was my prom night last year!!
It was d greatest prom.......
MIss IT!!
:(